Tis message only give to chang only ... Dear ... i dono u still love me or not ... sry if i always didn't sms u ... because i don wan to waste your money ... and you are the only one who changed me not my friends not anyone but u ... to me i can waste a lot of time on things ppl say are useless ... because i juz wanted to make u happy ... not treat me very cold ... it make me feel like i am nth to u nth ... But to me ... nth is more important than u ... u are always my number 1 ^w^ when ... i miss u .. i feel like using my house phone and call u ... but scared later your mom answer ... or u won't pick up the call ... juz like when we sms ... i write so much but only a few returns back with replys ...i wanted your reply ... because maybe ... i really treasure u .. -treasure=zhen xi .. When u say u got no confident in our love ... i feel sad ... because .. i don wan u to leave ... i can lost a lot of thing but not u ... i also dono why i am like tat ... But i also can't be selfish ... if u don love me le i can let u go de ... even if is only friend i will still love u ... but sometime i got think ... am i stupid to love u ? i got a feeling ya i am stupid .. but to me tat stupid make me love u more ... make me really don like to see the sight of losing u .. maybe ... tats why i always feel sad when i cannot chat with u .. when u don reply i will wait ... wait till u reply .. when u sad ... u make me more sad ... when u happy ... i juz wishes the time will stop .. to make u happy always .. even if u can't find me i don mind ... don mind at all sniff sniff .. i know i am a cry baby ... tat always make u headache ... i can't stop crying at things when is come to u ... i asked my aunt before why i will cry for a guy .. when he is sad or treat me very cold ... she said i scared to loose u she say if u really come sg u might married me lo ... because i really care about u even if is a small thing ... your things to me is always a big big thing to u might be small to me is big o .. and i won't forget about u one ... i promise u ... sat if i go out i will be back home before 4-7 .. and i know u wan me spend more time on u ... i also wanted tat ... is not tat i don wan ... is i always got holiday i always looking forward to it .. because can chat with u ... and if we can't chat on sat than sunday u will see wht i done to your pic .. i added a word ... is .................. LOVE!! hehe .. actually i put is LOVE ♥ hehe .. lao gong u also long time say i love u to me le ... really very very long le .. and next time i won't complain le .. because i feel like it makes me feel like i waste e and u de precious time on my stupid complains ... actually i should be happy to be with u not complains >.< and one more thing ... u are the only guy i met which i like always say me cute .. reply arh ... alse sunday i will write more and more ..
